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It had been a few days since the big blowout of us on the media. That was basically the last day Chris and I had a normal conversation. I was so stuck in my feelings, that I was ignoring his presence on a regular.
I knew it was wrong of me to ignore him, after all he’s done for us this past week. But it was hard fighting feelings for him. And plus, he already had something going on. He’d been with her a few times this week, trying to solve their ‘relationship’. So like him, I needed to move on.
My phone interrupted me from my train of thought. Channington(; showed on the screen. “Waddup boo?” “Are you doing anything tonight?” “Naw. Why, wassup?” “My brother is having a kickback later…I was just seeing if you wanted to come.” “Uh, yea sure.” “Yay! I’ll be there to come get you at 9. Don’t dress up either. Bye boo!” “Bye!”
Just as I’d hung up, the front door downstairs closed…signalling somebody was here. I hopped up from the bed, checking on Sierra to make sure she was still napping. I jogged down the steps and sat down at the kitchen island, trying to peep who was here.
Chris came into the kitchen immediately making his way towards the refrigerator. “Can you watch Sierra tonight Chris?” “Yea, what’s up with you tonight?” “Going out with Chance and I think Asia.” “Oh, aight. Is Sierra sleep?” I nodded my head. “What time you leaving?” “Like 9, why?” “I was seeing if it was okay if Sierra could go out with Ty and Chyna.” “I mean I guess.” I chuckled, “She’s your baby too. So if you feel that she’ll be safe with them. It’s fine with me.” He nodded his head before going ham on his pre-made sandwich.
I chuckled up at him before returning up the stairs to get ready. When I checked the clock it was 3:30 which meant I had time to get Sierra ready. “CHRIS! COME HERE!” I yelled from Sierra and I’s bedroom. I heard him rush up the steps, huffing and puffing. “”Wassup Izzy?” He huffed, before laying his body sloppily down onto the bed. “What are they going to be doing with Sierra? And is they’re baby going too?” He nodded his head, “Chyna’s friend baby having a birthday party or some shit.” “Oh okay. Is it cold out?” “It’s like 70 something.” I nodded my head, before picking up Sierra and taking her to the bathroom for a bath. After, I got her dressed and pulled her hair into little ponytails. “Aight Izzy, we out.” Chris yelled from down the steps. “Bye!”.
I was now finally home alone. It had been a while, but it was finally my time to relax. I placed my phone into the iHome, and instantly a few throwbacks came on which had me into my zone. I was dancing and singing all over the place. After my shower, I touched up my hair with the flatirons, making sure it was bone straight, before throwing on an outfit. Time flew past, and before I knew it I was walking into this little party thing with Asia and Chance.
I was begged and begged on the way here to let loose, and if there was an open opportunity to meet a guy don’t shut him down instantly. I agreed, because I too thought I at least needed someone to talk to other than them.
We all kind of separated when we walked in, all of us different directions. I didn’t know many people but for real, all I wanted to do was sit on the back porch and drink. And that’s exactly what I did.
My attention turned towards the sliding door when another guy came out side.
I couldn’t see much of him, but he sat right beside me. “Mind if I smoke this?” “Not at all.” He sparked up his blunt, and took a hit before he looked at me. He held the blunt in his fingers, offering me a hit. I accepted, taking the perfectly rolled blunt to my lips and taking a pull before returning it to him. When we were finished, my eyes lazily hang low and I became more relaxed. “What’s your name?” “Austin, you?” His heavy accented voice came out low and sexy. “Isabella…” I looked over at him, and oh god, he was cute. Even though he had on a sweatshirt, I could tell he had so many tattoo’s by the many just on his hands. “You from here?” I shook my head no, “I live out in Denver, I’m just in Cali for a…vacation type thing.” He shook his head, “I’m from Georgia, but I’m staying here for a lil bit.”
“You having fun?” He chuckled, “You been out here a for a minute.” I laughed, “I don’t really do parties or kickbacks or whatever you call them. I really just came ‘cause my friends wanted me to let loose. I really wanna go see what’s out there.” I pointed across the street, at the beach. He stood up, and reached his hand out. I grabbed it, and stood up and we made our way across the street.
When we made it to the sand, I took off my shoes and bag and threw them into the sand. The kid in me, had me running down into the water and moving out, all the way into the ocean. “Come on Austin! It’s fun out here.” “Hell naw I ain’t going in there! Imma fuck up my flow!” I bust out laughing at him. “Pleaseeeeeee!!” He shook his head again. I shrugged my shoulders and turned around and saw the huge wave coming my way. Instead of jumping over it, I pulled myself down into the water. I could hold my breath under here for at least a minute or two, and that’s exactly what I did before I heard Austin searching for me.
I jumped up, scaring him and watching as his frightened face turned into a smile. I giggled at him, “Told you it was fun out here!” He nodded his head. For those few silent seconds, I stared at hin, he had to have been about 6’3, covered in tattoos, beautiful face, and the cutest smile. “Watchu staring at me like that for?” He chuckled a little bit. “I don’t know.” I looked down, and blushed. “C’mon Austin, it’s getting cold out here.” I grabbed his hand, and pulled him towards the sand. I shivered a bit. The sand was no longer warm, and the coldness of it sent chills throughout my body.
After we grabbed our things, we walked back over to the party. “Can I take you home?” I thought about it for a minute, I didn’t want him taking me to Chris’ house, but I kind of did want to leave. “Yea.” We walked over to his car, and hopped in. I pulled my phone out my bag, and texted Asia and Chance that I was getting a ride to Asia’s house.
When Austin pulled up to Asia’s we both got out, and he kindly walked me to the front door. “Thanks Austin, I had fun with you.” “No problem, text me aight” I gave him my phone, and watched as he placed his number inside and returned it. “I gotchu.” I hugged him goodbye and watched as he drove off before making my way inside.
the next day…
Izzy didn’t come home last night, which I was light way expecting. She could’ve at least texted me though. Forreal forreal, Izzy had a nigga in his feelings. She ain’t been talking to me all week, and yesterday was about the only time we had had a proper conversation.
I mean i kind of understand why she was keeping her distance, but then again I didn’t. It was like I cared for way too many people at once. There was Ana, I wanted to try and make it work with her. She had a great personalit when she wanted to, but lately she been real clingy and I just don’t know.
But for now, my main focus was trying to be a good Father. I wanted to do all I could to make Sierra happy. And that is what’s going to happen. I don’t know a thing about parenting, but I;m willing to learn now. Because there was going to be a someday, but now there’s a today.
writer’s block is the worst ever.
and so is random people popping into your train of thought right when you’re in the middle of writing a really important scene that doesn’t involve them in anyway.
Chris Brown- Fine China
IM SO HAPPY ASDFGHJKL
Haha Hood and Keeis at the end had me rollin for some reason. But yessss I am so happy!!! This song is amazing, I love the old school feel.
AWWWWWW I LOVE! This sound like Michael Jackson shit for real…I like it Yay Chrissy! Now Hood and Keeis? For real? Lmfao that shit made me laugh but yaya i love this he did it again!
I can already tell this song is going to be everywhere!!!